I found something!

This is my veryfirst drawing of lions. My style has changed after this picture.

Pairing from Impressive title ^__^

Last weeks I've been kinda messing up with my school works, and I had this conversation with my teacher, who told me I have to study 4 years now, I've missed some courses, so school is my number one now.

I'm sorry for that I'm late with commissions, but I have started to draw them already.

Yesterday, I drew this 

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I think I'm going crazy, My life is kinda messed up, but I try so damn hard to survive these last months, my boyfriend is in army and that time is hard to me. Sometimes I feel like I don't trust him.

Sorry

I know that I'm late with commissions, but my school is being number 1, I've been such a fool on this month and I've skipped school days, so many times, that now I'm in danger of being kicked out of it :S.
Sorry, for me being moody and depressed. Maybe on someday, I can say that I'll be more than 'just ok'..

08:00-16:00 school... tomorrow.

This makes me happy!

Like I wrote in my journal on dA, I've been bit depressed lately.
But there is something what makes me smile.
Being a BRO
http://pewdiepie.se/
His hilarious screaming etc, makes me smile and to forget my problems  for a while.
This blog is supposed to be my personal and an art blog at the same time.

Coming to that art.... I'll start my own stuff whenever I want, but I don't forget commissions and ect. I just need some time, and I'm slow when it comes up to commissions :) I want to draw them properly!


I've also felt bit lonely on this year, cos Joonas, my cohabitant is in army now, I know that he is busy and etc, but I still feel like outsider or like he doesn't support me(even when he actually does support me, it sounds like complaining to me..).
I truly love him, so damn deeply , but sometimes when I need him most, he just ain't there, and I know that army is taking his time, and he feels bad for it.


But Imma back to PewDiePie  and drawing now :)!